We are coming to the end of our course it is expiring soon but all of us who stayed for the ride will never be the same . We have an expiry date too. Do I act as if I have ? No, I believe in the luxury of time which I spend like a drunk , “champagne for everyone!” I don’t measure anything And sometimes I’m running on empty. Well hope isn’t a strategy, thinking is the greatest business of life . If you don’t think you will be a beast of burden for those who do ! This cute revelation made me boil with indignation but we also learnt on the course we have to be of service. But not as a donkey ! I’m as usual bringing up the rear , ( well you didn’t think I ‘ve done all the work ? My disorganised Il
disciplined life and defiant old blueprint got in the way ) it’s been bumpy sometimes I have been more off than on the road Strapped to a wagon wheel going round the edge of a cliff , my donkey ears flat to my head . But I have been faithful to our Sunday webinars and Hanaael even though I despise all things Masonic and I dislike the strange condescending look he gives me every time I open his book the Masterkeys .
But with his knowledge of the universal truths and his explanations of the key which allows us to plan fearlessly and execute courageously . First think of the ideal entertain no doubts ,visualise the ideal and then proceed to manifest this is combined with John Woodens success pyramid , and Benjamin Franklins blueprint of virtues ! All cunningly designed to form cords making a thick rope which is turning the elephant ( a metaphor for our subconscious mind) around we can also employ all our shortcomings all our wretched resentments our sloth our hopelessness into tools to fashion our recovery but first our old selves must die. The thinking that got us here isn’t going to get us out . I am responsible for all of it : My disobedient children my grumpy stressed husband my unkempt gardens my disorderly house, crazy business schedule my naughty dog , my disappointing friends , my chaotic eating habits and sugar cravings, my failure to exercise consistently , my random book keeping , my optimistic debts scheduling ,my chauffeur cleaning hostess duties all pursued with a fine disregard for excellence are all seriously undergoing a sea change . I mentioned to my husband the idea of this silent eternal being at our core he said mine wasn’t silent but she is and she is waiting and I meet her at my sits but sometimes I forget to go .